There is still anger inside of me that needs to be let out.
Lately I got a message about love. It is the only thing in life that matters but I think that could also be the only thing that kills you. Also it matters where you get your love from, people, pet or hobby.
I have come to understand I am the only one who can give myself this love I need. No one else can give me that, especially after the death of my husband. Different people either approach me with an agenda or not approach me for either not wanting to hurt me by saying the wrong words or lack of care.
It is so sad. This human world we live in, so many wars and natural diasters. All result from humans.
Humans are filty beings. We appear to be angels on the outside but deep inside it is corrupted.
Why do we become like this? It is in our nature. If only animals or non-human beings exist in this world, would earth be a lot cleaner?
I am disturbed by my grief and what is happening or not happening around me.
With all the positivity and encourgement, today it is out the window. I say it's CRAP, period.
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